I came to the US two months ago, and I left behind everything, my parents, my friends, my home, my furniture, my books.. I was an extroverted, happy, confident, talkative, friendly and brave woman who had lots of friends, but since I came here, I have become a shy, introverted, lonely person who struggles to even order a coffee, and I am always afraid of making a fool of myself in front of other people. I always feel vulnerable and it exhausts me...besides I envy those who talk or laugh or study with their friends, and I want to cry when I think that people sitting next to me in the bus, are able to actually go and see their parents if they want, while I am not even being able to video chat with them. I keep asking myself "does it worth it" and although my answer is always "yes" I feel defeated as if I lost everything for nothing....
reading your post couldn't alliviate my pain, but made me feel human again, that I am allowed to be this lost. it reminds me that I have come a long way to be here and I have been the bravest to face all the unbearable fears and still try my best for the future. Though I hope the day I call this place home comes soon...
thank you for writing this post! I wish you the best of luck with your new home :)
I'm grateful you could find some comfort in my story, Razi. I hope you find a sense of community soon or at least start to develop feelings of familiarity. I wish you all the luck as you navigate your new journey.
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Thanks Margaret, I needed to read this today.
Always here for you, Deena! And so proud of you :)
I came to the US two months ago, and I left behind everything, my parents, my friends, my home, my furniture, my books.. I was an extroverted, happy, confident, talkative, friendly and brave woman who had lots of friends, but since I came here, I have become a shy, introverted, lonely person who struggles to even order a coffee, and I am always afraid of making a fool of myself in front of other people. I always feel vulnerable and it exhausts me...besides I envy those who talk or laugh or study with their friends, and I want to cry when I think that people sitting next to me in the bus, are able to actually go and see their parents if they want, while I am not even being able to video chat with them. I keep asking myself "does it worth it" and although my answer is always "yes" I feel defeated as if I lost everything for nothing....
reading your post couldn't alliviate my pain, but made me feel human again, that I am allowed to be this lost. it reminds me that I have come a long way to be here and I have been the bravest to face all the unbearable fears and still try my best for the future. Though I hope the day I call this place home comes soon...
thank you for writing this post! I wish you the best of luck with your new home :)
I'm grateful you could find some comfort in my story, Razi. I hope you find a sense of community soon or at least start to develop feelings of familiarity. I wish you all the luck as you navigate your new journey.
Thanks for sharing this Margaret!!
Thank you for reading, Aris!
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